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Monday, 5 September 2005
Departure from the empiric world
Drifting closer
to the end of sanity
shards slowly piercing
through my mind
human words mean nothing here
emotions once clear, no more
beyond the escape, of my mortal flesh
an eternity of suffering
trapped in an unknown void of nothingness
forever non-existing
nothing left to hope
no-one left to be
nothing here inside
forever non-existing
Posted by nicrophorus
at 12:35 PM PDT
Updated: Tuesday, 6 September 2005 12:10 PM PDT
Friday, 4 February 2005
The beautiful silence..in death (anterus ero)
touch the darkness..and force unto the light
breathe..
the bleak flower,is losing life..
and withering..away..
stain the silence..gaze into my mind..
suicidal toughts..
is it fake..or am I
truly lost..within..
suffocating,in this world..this world of men
growing,deeper..
as seek intore (riapsed ni ehtaerb)
anterus ero (edisni gnittor)
enso coru-sticata(daedluos niamer)
e fogk (ytinrete rof)
suffocating,in this world..this world of men
flowing further,on the edge..of wreckage
Posted by nicrophorus
at 10:47 AM PST
Updated: Wednesday, 16 February 2005 8:46 AM PST
Tuesday, 11 January 2005
the words trapped him once more again
unto a world of despair he fled
inside he wept away
no longer did it stand
his stronghold of pain collapsed
troughout the breach,welcome...
the other entered...
wishpering..
softly..
first gently..
then violent..
chaos..
set loose..
As they laugh,as they beat,as their eyes are aimed at me
My defeat,my final fall,no happy end
They ache to see....
(Soon the sun shall disappear under a heavendarksky)
...beat them...
...Hit them...
...kill them...
...laugh at their blood...
...spit in their staring eyes...
...slaughter...
"should we do it?"
"NOW?"
"no..now!"
"STOP"
"don't..."
"yes,NOW"
"NO"
"..like flies..."
"THEYLL FALL!!!"
no sound filled his mind..
filthy murder,lust for their death flowing in the air
the mirror no longer told the truth...
"can I..."
"could I?..."
"I shouldn't.."
"I SHOULD"
broken pieces covered his skin,violently entering his poisened body and his mind sickened of obsession
his hands made movements in a way the darkness feared,
his stench of insanity made even the most vile creatures bow
in the light he was nothing more than a shell
from the inside...no decisions fell...
questions bleeding its way trough the knife;
last glance upwards,do angels smile when a soul cries?
in the relfection he wondered would his God...
"would my God hear me out?see me here crying...
dying hating feeling despair craving hungering in pain torment agony..?"
Only a cold answer was served in the beautiful silence in wich the rest of his fate laid
Somewhere..
Voices spoke of something hidden carefully...
of a brutal sin or a action of bliss..?
No one told him...
"Maybe it was the way..""Or maybe the new design shall reign above" "Maybe it would falter and I shall perish" "yes...to drown you in the harm of my shadow.." "NO,I will not allow you to break my structure!" "..open your eyes weakling..failure is what you are..I..am all you'll never be,I'll drive them down like you never could,I'll pillage their skulls and stack all on display for every new victim"
"NO" "YES..realise,see!!all your work is failure,failure,failure..time is up..your God left you..." "...my God is all I want..."
shadows caressed him and sweetly kissed his lips,
he exhaled the illusion..or inhaled it again?
a bitter stare,yet he mourned forevermore...
a final smile shined upon his face,
yet tears touched him like the autumnwind
solitude in loved arms,
years...ages...
no words were made for this...
Posted by nicrophorus
at 12:39 PM PST
Saturday, 1 January 2005
Under the oak
innocence tainted
fair faced smile
her body so fluent
an angels portrait
heaven sent
the bringer of faith
her image is haunting
a voice of pure light
adorningn her in all ways
but she doesnt see
the dream that could be
she flew into his filthy arms
he burned with insanity
for only her love
one touch from her lips
but that scene he saw
on that eerie night
awakened his fear
a rose so forlorn
for all on display
his beautiful whore
on the cross of deceit
the cries never heard,
violent rupture's in blood
a scenery bathed in sin
furious delirium
designed in frail hate
piercing trough life's embrace
brutal masacre
bringing
vengeance
fallen
insane
posssesed
by hate
craving
their death
slaughter everywhere
he stands alone
still forever they lay
as one
under the oak
Posted by nicrophorus
at 8:27 AM PST
Friday, 31 December 2004
I sing my song..of hollow words..
promisses..lies and hate..
in the forest of december,
I weep away my last fear
sorrow dissapears as you'll all forget me
summers will pass..
winters will come..
every new daylight breaking the scenery,
my name,a memory fading away in death
as strange as time seems
inviting me to dance again
upon the carpets of misery,
im surrounded by my own failure..
mirrors or paintings
like stabbing daggers the shed
my growing solitude from this damned world
my humanity inside,a flaw that is me
one last time..this lament..
to rid the disease..
I've seen you cry dear..
I've hear you scream your pain..
I've known the end would be soon to come
I knew..my journey would soon end..
moonlight grasps my last breath
the only place of nature,here I lie to rest
a newyear comes,away with 2004 I wither
the new sun,wont shine om my face no longer
remember me never,I was never meant at all
forget me...I was never meant..at all..
..goodbye all..don't grieve..I never existed..
Posted by nicrophorus
at 8:19 AM PST
Wednesday, 22 December 2004
A kiss to remember
Only Death holds me in his arms
The warm and tender care,
of uncounsciencly silence
Alone in the wake,
of a nightmare turned from sin
birth of the ending,the last fall
My body is crippled,my soul is torn
my mind is broken,my heart is forlorn
in the wake illusions haunting my day
I crave for deliverence,for the end of the begin
malicely forged dance of sorrow
a melody of suffering heard from my faint beating heart
gazing upon my lament of grieve
severed from the touch of humansource
my life,
grown deep,hidden in my shell
my god,
has forsaken me for another
my love
my heaven in hell
fate reared its hand
all..gone..
She saw the pain of her doing,
She felt the searing agony
going past and forwards
slitting down my skin
insanity's dominion
far frozen in solitude
how she could have saved
but how she chose him to...
No-one can help him
exept but her
Gone are the moments beside her
Gone is the hope,the light
Torn,cast aside
Burned memories
Brutally murdered
Slavery leading the way
Chained by the flame that once lit this heart
Tired,grown sick
Mind covered with darkness
Fueled with pain
Living to see tomorrow
Another day full of...
Misery entangles my features
roots upwards in my skin
Sorrow,sadness blooms
All bliss erased
Locked between enemies
Death and life
Hurt being redemption
Where is she,the saviour now?
Blank emotions rose
When she spoke,
The fatal blow
Overwelmed by the loss
What stains did he mark?
Wich failure did he submit,
Did he not stand there,trough all this time
Did he not show the conviction of evidence,
to break trough all the lies?
Mistakes and failures flowed by
Opportunities gone,forever done,the inaccuracy of so much effort
were all my efforts in vain?
did I give myself so much to just die?
does the term "love" come to her mind,
when she sees him,kisses,fucks him,her lover?or child?
An object overstated,used for the simplicity of needing
Another soul to wither in time,brought to total defeat..
My fake smiles and words of happiness,
roam trough this world of lies
no one knows the pain,
hiding it for all minds
Still days have counted,time went by
The hours in exile of her touch
While the mind collapses and the heart errodes
Still she may not know how I cry my way trough
She can never understand,how my world bleeds for her
No other
No one else
Only one
Only her
In a river of madness no words can change the flow,
for the havoc and chaos set loose,can never be undone
like ferocious hellspawn demons of the night,
loneliness takes over the shell once named the mind
Brought to total eclipse,
the darkness covers the soul
A wedding of both despair and growing solitude
Seperation of the whole,into two worlds,
The painting of Madness her final portrait has begon
Driven by craving,lust for her soothing breathe
Never shall she turn to his side to lift him up
In filth and wreckage of lies and deceit
he was still crawling towards her,to feel
one last touch,one final kiss
In the ruins of emotions,once named a soul
The snake moved swiftly towards his victim
A cry so hollow,fearless I wept
Knowing the coming of the final sunset
As I took one last look upon the bloodred words painted upon my walls,
a name of filth spelled trough blasphemy
erotic perfection,
stripped to the bone,
nothing left but a body
a cage without a soul
performed in utter silence
no movements but my tears
burned by the infernal rage within
yet cold is the wind that breathes death in me
given the disease of mankind how I loathe it
the perfect weakness,never atone
the end of any human shit
senses nailed to the cross,
guilt laughing in his face -
lust spitting his deathwish upon the flesh
piercing thorns of envy glittering blood
triumphly the ravens come for the carcass,
left for dead,sedated in display for all to see
blood ran fluently like wine and painted the wretched corpse
neither death nor life shined upon his mayhem
entwined with the burden of craving for one touch
the cursed loner set sail for an end
stigmatic rush to peel of the layers one by one
to slowly burn the bitches,
to quickly eradicate all responsible inflictions
remember when you're alone,killers are quiet
without a voice to scream no one will hear
dreams lied dead for ages to pass,
the insects fell easily by the knife
still awaiting that final sunset,
in disharmony I am master of all your sins
the final touch,
one last smile,
what could have been my God,if you didnt left me?
torment in its most divine form,
unspoken for men never to be heard..
I'll leave you now here,push the edge into my neck
suicidal deformation of a final absolution
don't worry,
no tears shall you ever shed again
the final touch,one last kiss,on your dead cold lips
(btw voor mense di ut interessere,ut einde eeft geen klote me de realiteit te make dus krijg geen verkeerde gedachen aub)
Posted by nicrophorus
at 1:24 PM PST
Updated: Wednesday, 22 December 2004 5:16 PM PST
Saturday, 18 December 2004
The Evergrowing Desolation
Again..awakened..
..dorment..hidden in sorrow..
tired..of denying..hiding..
this damned..spiritdisease..
when fear..is the only truth..
when all has become... meretriciousness...
as images move forwards and erase..
sentenced in the growing desire..to fade..
still..the words..
breathe unto me..suffering..
still..the night..
is merely another..dying embrace..
dead..to the world..they left me in..
solitude..the only voice..in the cold..
crawling back..inside..as mankind..stands..
smiling..amidst...my deafening..defeat..
on the side..a mirror broken..of life entangled in loneliness..
fractured hope lies dead on forsakened prayers..
where the silence is home..from illusional dreams..
it awaits here..
the final embrace..
the shadow of life..
piercing deceit..
memories..of this..sempiternal pain..
the grey monotone..
slowly invaded..
by the vast..hunger..
gently..killing..misery..
all..formed..into the loathing aspect of life
longing..to greet..the end..
staring..eyes..
solemn..tears..
stunned in apathy
emotionless..descend..
the fall..
in still-motion..
..free..
Posted by nicrophorus
at 4:36 AM PST
Tuesday, 30 November 2004
het is fijn om mens te zijn
hoofd omhoog,vlag in de lucht
een speech over een grootse overwinning
het achterlijk vee,de kudde idioten
klappend,juichend,tierend
een toost op de duizenden lijken,
de vrouwen en kinderen door hebzucht gekeelt
verminkt,verkracht,verloren
is het niet mooi om mens te zijn?
in de naam van een verzinsel,
een "god" gemaakt door mens
een reden voor vernieling,
de mensgemaakte apocalyps
zo trots zo fier,
roepen ze het uit
"wij zijn de mens,een ras boven alle ander"
wanneer de nacht regeert
en de wereld in vlammen zal staan,
zullen ze het beseffen?
of voortgenieten van hun faam?
als hun kinderen worden weggenomen
koelbloedig vermoordt voor geld
zal hun hart beginnen kloppen?
of blijven ze voor alijd dood
de wereld,onze aarde,brandend in haat
mensen,vluchtend,geen weg uit dit kwaad
zelfmoord een ontsnapping
uit de gevangenis van een gebroken geest,
de mensen al dansend
rond het graf van hun eigen ziel
vervuilt door sletten,"regeerders",
de enige beesten op aard zijn wijzelf
de blinde zwakgeestigen "zoekend naar antwoord"
ondertussen scheppen ze hun eigen waarheid wel
gooi met het geld,en dan zagen om meer
vergeet al het bloed,dat kleeft aan je ziel...
vergeet alles levend dat sterft in z'n pijn,
vergeet het geluid van een kind,dat traagjes cremeert
zo trots zo fier
met slagzinnen "we're gods greatest"
in de assen van de wereld
roepen ze het uit
"wij zijn de mens,een ras boven alle ander"
"is het niet mooi om mens te zijn?"
Posted by nicrophorus
at 10:36 AM PST
Thursday, 18 November 2004
The Loner
another night the victims cried,
another second,
death gave birth,
to misery and washed away smiles
rotten,filth,decay
...another morning lovers moaned,
and the ravens feasted on the tears,
for a wound never to heal has been spread wide open again
For his deeds were not to be disgraced,
but did not compare to his sins,
for the dogs of insanity itself made havoc inside his skin,
wretched mind
lost hope,
illusions were founded,
where betrayel was born
unlocked the cage of the beast,
hurt he did create,
for the key forever lied in the love he was exiled from
a lullaby sounds in the distance,
they sing once more again,
faint echo of forgotten words,the life that he once led,
there is no space here for sweet surrender nor for loving and erotic scenes,
just a friction of reality's kiss,
a black melancholic taste
as the loner walks again,
roams trough the places never to be found,
memories drift far and wide,
to the faces he sees in the night,
the wolves cried out the tale but the end was already written,
a lone man,home in darknes,
forever the eternal failure
-And Winter Arised
whisper songs of sorrow
your heart weeps the hate
your body and mind cant cover,
arent built for this pain
one sign,of broken guilt
a loss beyond recovering
one sin,destiny's fault
the mistake time brought you
toughts of infernal hell
unleashed inside
rotting bliss,decay
of one's purest mind
fate pushed aside,
denial roams along
footsteps arise and fade
in the morningsun
nothing comes by
memories they'll always be
the end's far gone
already perished
deep in your heart
as soon as I saw her,her flickering eyes
showed death,loss,grieve
the marks on her arms she made in her mind
she painted freely,serene
the sadness fell like rain,winter shrouded her faith
her pale silhouette,now hidden,never to see
one dream,idealisticly filled
wrists cut with deception
long to live,till the autumn disappears
below she shall hunger,eternally forgotten
her eyes stared,no longing
torture has grown with her smile
gone are the mornings
fallen from her throne,
november has come
My angel of darkness
Starlightshadows dancing on her skin,
Her silhouette captured,drowing in the face of the moon,
Eyes of the dark beautifully painted in pain,
Sorrow surrounding her in all her grace,
An angel of darkness,
Wings of inner strength
Rare as the white crow,
Forever to cherish
Wherever she roams all others will follow
Stunned by her appearance,one by one they'll fall
Scenery fading by just a look,one touch
In a maze of our toughts she traps us by granting a smile
Her hand reaching out,for the outcast,the fallen
His cold dying heart,not worthy,a failure
Under the pale sky,
a dead world lies beneath
The brightest of hope,
Covered in shade
An angel of darkness,
Wings of inner strength
Rare as the white crow,
Forever to protect
desired by all
No one like her
The bringer of hope
The only light in the dark
Wherever she roams,I will follow
In the rays of sun,I'd burn up for her
I would cry,would die for her
Silently wait an eternity in death
By Shadow Embraced
Descending fog, words of hate
Lieing to die,upon my bed of stakes
As another fight rains down my head
While the frozen tears fall down again
Silent marauder,take all whats left,carry me with you under your wings of death
Fly into the night,unto the cold winter sky,there's no frail body left in this sea of hatred
Silent marauder,take all whats me,carry me with you under your wings
The smile on their face,painted by laughter
Her broken servent I am
The sound of their lies as I stand there beside her
She carries me from this place
As I dream away into the silence,her hand's holding me tight
All this life of wasting,now comes the closure,the end to this tale
Falling away into her cold arms
The last one that glared,has fainted to nothing
I will be gone,she'll take me under
Deliverence is now
The feeling of the lasting salvation
No messiah as great as my fallen angel
Torn are her wings,the outcasts we are
She is the mark upon my craving soul
Growing together
Her skin is mine
Two hearts of darkness
One dead smile
By shadow embraced
In the dark we are
The kissing demons
Dancing on pain
For the carved lines
For in the misery we bathe
For eternity
As one we lay
Closure
seems so long,winters away and the summers til' autumn
seems so far away,death lingers by me yet sleeping til' given time comes
all whats lost was all that really held my hand trough autumn grey nights
passionate hearts,and an ending phase of a loving temptation
moonlight abruption,final eclips
as the flowers breathe no more
horror book ending,rapture of hate
fatal silence embraced by "god"
what was meant to be
what waits here for me
I'll be standing here until the dawn
what was meant for me
what waits here to be
never awaking,never an end
where were the day's when we bathed in the moonlight
when evening died and gave birth to life again
all destined,all meant to be
for eternity,shall I wait,shall I fade
staring trough the grey clouds,
the black earth turns the fading sun,
silently grieving for all lost,
deathly vengeance burning inside,
for all is gone and all was bleak,
black roses on thy name
all is gone
here is nothing but death
as my fate lures upon me,strength flowing,weaker now
thy face reflecting in all memories,toughts
thy name carved in the core of my heart
leaves fall,painted bloodred
upon thy grave my last tear I shed
morning has come
fragments of the sun
your face I touch
closure is now
Winternight
Notice on me
The smile that left here
I forgot my life
Pale existence in disguise
I seem to run away
From What I should face
I drown the pain away
Yet it always lingers here
If I could just stay here for a while
And sleep in thy soft arms
Maybe our pain would subside
And the wounds would heal
Notice on you
Your hate it seems to
Dissolve into sweet admiration
As we walk in
This cold black night
Your frail white skin is what keeps me warm
So long we ran away
From reality's grip
I drown myself away
In the sweet love thy hold
If we could just get to the end of this night
And dream of holding thou in my arms
Maybe this love would forever last
Til the depths of death
I fear to lose you if I let go
The nightmare shrouded by a halo of cold
Thy scent and guidence left me here for dead
Oh how I long for the touch of thou lips
Angel why have you forsaken me
Am I not for whom your feelings were destined
Oh where are thou now
While the shadow keeps on closing in
As I wake by the sun
Thy sweet loves still carries on
Everytime I hear thy voice
Calling me out
Decay of the mind (the awakening)
Beaten down from above while the angels feast on the tears,
sadisticly spit out from mankind,
withering alone in cruel desolation
death by hand but never to hold his wings upon him
greet the night with a cry silenced in blood
torn is the faith of a creature once so bright
black is now the hollow of his shapeless hope
born for the greater,for suffering beyond curing
grown in solitude,from craving to lust
died away from the sun,perished in none's embrace
gone are the mornings,the heart filled with sorrow
memories burning with lies
a chaos,disorder,forged in all
entangled in own mind
an image of a world without human scars
and while in the daze of insanity his voice spoke...
god's failure,thrown away in exile,
look at your face,peel off the layers
sink through all the scars,the fear of existince
crown yourself king of your pain and hatred
stare into the eyes,of a thing never seen
feel it crawl,it hides,in misery it festers,its you
we listened,it spoke...
betrayel
born in harm
our own christ,
true salvation
laughter
restrained in sin
a time comes
all falls,for a rebirth
As all grip had been lost,
everything trembled before the coming of the lord
the guardians gazed in fear,for the arrival,
the awakening,
the birth of the end
Sever (birth of apocalypse)
see the fool,drowning in their lies
see the fool,wasting his whole life
see the fool,thinking he is something
the name of the one who will harvest death,
burned in my skin,
from everything in this cage
SEVER
buried and locked beyond chaos,
lost hope combined with hate
from every human shit
SEVER
see the fool,drowning in their lies
see the fool,wasting his whole life
see the fool,thinking he is something
see the hate drowning his whole heart
see the pain tearing him apart
see the suffering of his mind
how his toughts rip him too far
the name he cried in vain
and no-one there for him
feel the hand beating him down
hear him beg no more harm
all the torment brings him tonight
the gift of total insanity
run!
from his anger
run!
you'll feel trough him
crawl!
feel his vengeance
die!
(hear the footsteps in your mind)
(sweet suffering crawling up your spine)
(breathe your fear one final time)
(his words are everlast,in his actions hes:)
GOD
I am lord of all your kind
Awakened to harvest your puny souls
I am the dusk of this futile race
Trough your coil of greed I spread my wings of death
I am destroyer of all
I Apocalypse
I,Apocalypse
Humanity is nothing more than cattle,
waiting to be slaughtered"
Forever,I've watched over this dying place
rotting inside,disgraced by the filth called men
A spreading disease,incurable infection
No longer shall their reign of sin stand tall
In their flesh it will burn,
the mark of their stupity
The fools that claimed the earth,
I'll bring them down the true nature of "Hell"
Their last breath will be the cry of my name
their reign of shit will break down on their face
In the ashes of their scattered empire,
they'll fall,
crawl into hell
hiding,in their soul
escaping their own call
foolish,as they cant see
their world only exists in them
their beautiful dream of happiness
lands of the free,lands of the brave
such futile waste inside them
Illusions swallowed by greed
I,apocalypse
shall cleanse this wretched world
of the fallen kingdom of men
wearing my crown of their bones
As I glare upon my throne of their corpses
reeking stench of their foul souls
With the blood of their defiled whores
I shall paint my reich
like vile vultures circling for a dead prey,
this breed of liars,hypocrites turn against,use against
murderers of this world so poisened,so broken,
mating,creating,an disgusting flaw in nature
I will paint the river Styx,
round the neck the reapers hand,
their eyes the color of fear,
soul under the guilloutine,
my art is death
murder all aposed
such beauty in hate
burn the bitches
all of my loathing for this race so fucking blind
all their lust,greed,on their tomb I will dance
mankinds a whore and I am The Ripper
the night will give birth to a new imperium
I,apocalypse
shall cleanse this wretched world
of the fallen kingdom of men
wearing my crown of their bones
As I glare upon my throne of their corpses
reeking stench of their foul souls
With the blood of their defiled whores
I shall paint my reich
all of my loathing for this race so fucking blind
all their lust,greed,on their tomb I will dance
I'm your ending,
I apocalypse
The Last Winter
torture in purest form,this agony divine,
as I walk trough the snow,the cold air grips my breathe
so frozen,I see them,
all the dreams forsaken inside my heart
so broken,I feel it
the lament of suffering,the thorns of desolation
all has gone astray
from this world
all has fled away
to be born in pain
fate murdered,raped in dismay
the fall of the sunrise,feel the cold of the wind
our desire,the lost memories
decadent hatred,to the bringers of your doom
a growing sadness,selfinflicted wound
state of selfawareness,so bitter,
such wasted hope,
the agony of life
your warmth I will never feel,on my skin again
our love foreverlost,I will wait for you in the fade
no hand reaching me out,for your life has already withered
all alone I now stand in the light
still without you
Posted by nicrophorus
at 8:32 AM PST
Wednesday, 17 November 2004
Beaten down from above while the angels feast on the tears,
sadisticly spit out from mankind,
withering alone in cruel desolation
death by hand but never to hold his wings upon him
greet the night with a cry silenced in blood
torn is the faith of a creature once so bright
black is now the hollow of his shapeless hope
born for the greater,for suffering beyond curing
grown in solitude,from craving to lust
died away from the sun,perished in none's embrace
gone are the mornings,the heart filled with sorrow
memories burning with lies
a chaos,disorder,forged in all
entangled in own mind
an image of a world without human scars
and while in the daze of insanity his voice spoke...
god's failure,thrown away in exile,
look at your face,peel off the layers
sink through all the scars,the fear of existince
crown yourself king of your pain and hatred
stare into the eyes,of a thing never seen
feel it crawl,it hides,in misery it festers,its you
we listened,it spoke...
betrayel
born in harm
our own christ,
true salvation
laughter
restrained in sin
a time comes
all falls,for a rebirth
As all grip had been lost,
everything trembled before the coming of the lord
the guardians gazed in fear,for the arrival,
the awakening,
the birth of the end
Posted by nicrophorus
at 12:18 PM PST
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