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Thursday, 18 November 2004


The Loner

another night the victims cried,
another second,
death gave birth,
to misery and washed away smiles
rotten,filth,decay
...another morning lovers moaned,
and the ravens feasted on the tears,
for a wound never to heal has been spread wide open again

For his deeds were not to be disgraced,
but did not compare to his sins,
for the dogs of insanity itself made havoc inside his skin,
wretched mind
lost hope,
illusions were founded,
where betrayel was born
unlocked the cage of the beast,
hurt he did create,
for the key forever lied in the love he was exiled from

a lullaby sounds in the distance,
they sing once more again,
faint echo of forgotten words,the life that he once led,
there is no space here for sweet surrender nor for loving and erotic scenes,
just a friction of reality's kiss,
a black melancholic taste

as the loner walks again,
roams trough the places never to be found,
memories drift far and wide,
to the faces he sees in the night,
the wolves cried out the tale but the end was already written,
a lone man,home in darknes,
forever the eternal failure

-And Winter Arised

whisper songs of sorrow
your heart weeps the hate
your body and mind cant cover,
arent built for this pain

one sign,of broken guilt
a loss beyond recovering
one sin,destiny's fault
the mistake time brought you
toughts of infernal hell
unleashed inside
rotting bliss,decay
of one's purest mind

fate pushed aside,
denial roams along
footsteps arise and fade
in the morningsun
nothing comes by
memories they'll always be
the end's far gone
already perished
deep in your heart

as soon as I saw her,her flickering eyes
showed death,loss,grieve
the marks on her arms she made in her mind
she painted freely,serene
the sadness fell like rain,winter shrouded her faith
her pale silhouette,now hidden,never to see

one dream,idealisticly filled
wrists cut with deception
long to live,till the autumn disappears
below she shall hunger,eternally forgotten

her eyes stared,no longing
torture has grown with her smile
gone are the mornings
fallen from her throne,
november has come


My angel of darkness

Starlightshadows dancing on her skin,
Her silhouette captured,drowing in the face of the moon,
Eyes of the dark beautifully painted in pain,
Sorrow surrounding her in all her grace,

An angel of darkness,
Wings of inner strength
Rare as the white crow,
Forever to cherish

Wherever she roams all others will follow
Stunned by her appearance,one by one they'll fall
Scenery fading by just a look,one touch
In a maze of our toughts she traps us by granting a smile
Her hand reaching out,for the outcast,the fallen
His cold dying heart,not worthy,a failure

Under the pale sky,
a dead world lies beneath
The brightest of hope,
Covered in shade
An angel of darkness,
Wings of inner strength
Rare as the white crow,
Forever to protect
desired by all
No one like her
The bringer of hope
The only light in the dark

Wherever she roams,I will follow
In the rays of sun,I'd burn up for her
I would cry,would die for her
Silently wait an eternity in death


By Shadow Embraced

Descending fog, words of hate
Lieing to die,upon my bed of stakes
As another fight rains down my head
While the frozen tears fall down again

Silent marauder,take all whats left,carry me with you under your wings of death
Fly into the night,unto the cold winter sky,there's no frail body left in this sea of hatred
Silent marauder,take all whats me,carry me with you under your wings

The smile on their face,painted by laughter
Her broken servent I am
The sound of their lies as I stand there beside her
She carries me from this place
As I dream away into the silence,her hand's holding me tight
All this life of wasting,now comes the closure,the end to this tale

Falling away into her cold arms
The last one that glared,has fainted to nothing
I will be gone,she'll take me under
Deliverence is now
The feeling of the lasting salvation
No messiah as great as my fallen angel
Torn are her wings,the outcasts we are
She is the mark upon my craving soul

Growing together
Her skin is mine
Two hearts of darkness
One dead smile

By shadow embraced
In the dark we are
The kissing demons
Dancing on pain
For the carved lines
For in the misery we bathe
For eternity
As one we lay



Closure

seems so long,winters away and the summers til' autumn
seems so far away,death lingers by me yet sleeping til' given time comes
all whats lost was all that really held my hand trough autumn grey nights
passionate hearts,and an ending phase of a loving temptation
moonlight abruption,final eclips
as the flowers breathe no more
horror book ending,rapture of hate
fatal silence embraced by "god"

what was meant to be
what waits here for me
I'll be standing here until the dawn

what was meant for me
what waits here to be
never awaking,never an end

where were the day's when we bathed in the moonlight
when evening died and gave birth to life again
all destined,all meant to be
for eternity,shall I wait,shall I fade

staring trough the grey clouds,
the black earth turns the fading sun,
silently grieving for all lost,
deathly vengeance burning inside,
for all is gone and all was bleak,
black roses on thy name

all is gone
here is nothing but death
as my fate lures upon me,strength flowing,weaker now

thy face reflecting in all memories,toughts
thy name carved in the core of my heart
leaves fall,painted bloodred
upon thy grave my last tear I shed

morning has come
fragments of the sun
your face I touch
closure is now


Winternight

Notice on me
The smile that left here
I forgot my life
Pale existence in disguise

I seem to run away
From What I should face
I drown the pain away
Yet it always lingers here

If I could just stay here for a while
And sleep in thy soft arms
Maybe our pain would subside
And the wounds would heal

Notice on you
Your hate it seems to
Dissolve into sweet admiration
As we walk in
This cold black night
Your frail white skin is what keeps me warm

So long we ran away
From reality's grip
I drown myself away
In the sweet love thy hold

If we could just get to the end of this night
And dream of holding thou in my arms
Maybe this love would forever last
Til the depths of death

I fear to lose you if I let go
The nightmare shrouded by a halo of cold
Thy scent and guidence left me here for dead
Oh how I long for the touch of thou lips

Angel why have you forsaken me
Am I not for whom your feelings were destined
Oh where are thou now
While the shadow keeps on closing in
As I wake by the sun
Thy sweet loves still carries on
Everytime I hear thy voice
Calling me out


Decay of the mind (the awakening)

Beaten down from above while the angels feast on the tears,
sadisticly spit out from mankind,
withering alone in cruel desolation

death by hand but never to hold his wings upon him
greet the night with a cry silenced in blood
torn is the faith of a creature once so bright
black is now the hollow of his shapeless hope

born for the greater,for suffering beyond curing
grown in solitude,from craving to lust
died away from the sun,perished in none's embrace
gone are the mornings,the heart filled with sorrow

memories burning with lies
a chaos,disorder,forged in all
entangled in own mind
an image of a world without human scars

and while in the daze of insanity his voice spoke...

god's failure,thrown away in exile,
look at your face,peel off the layers
sink through all the scars,the fear of existince
crown yourself king of your pain and hatred
stare into the eyes,of a thing never seen
feel it crawl,it hides,in misery it festers,its you

we listened,it spoke...

betrayel
born in harm
our own christ,
true salvation

laughter
restrained in sin
a time comes
all falls,for a rebirth

As all grip had been lost,
everything trembled before the coming of the lord
the guardians gazed in fear,for the arrival,
the awakening,
the birth of the end


Sever (birth of apocalypse)

see the fool,drowning in their lies
see the fool,wasting his whole life
see the fool,thinking he is something

the name of the one who will harvest death,
burned in my skin,
from everything in this cage

SEVER

buried and locked beyond chaos,
lost hope combined with hate
from every human shit

SEVER

see the fool,drowning in their lies
see the fool,wasting his whole life
see the fool,thinking he is something

see the hate drowning his whole heart
see the pain tearing him apart
see the suffering of his mind
how his toughts rip him too far
the name he cried in vain
and no-one there for him
feel the hand beating him down
hear him beg no more harm
all the torment brings him tonight
the gift of total insanity

run!
from his anger
run!
you'll feel trough him
crawl!
feel his vengeance
die!

(hear the footsteps in your mind)
(sweet suffering crawling up your spine)
(breathe your fear one final time)
(his words are everlast,in his actions hes:)
GOD

I am lord of all your kind
Awakened to harvest your puny souls
I am the dusk of this futile race
Trough your coil of greed I spread my wings of death

I am destroyer of all
I Apocalypse


I,Apocalypse

Humanity is nothing more than cattle,
waiting to be slaughtered"

Forever,I've watched over this dying place
rotting inside,disgraced by the filth called men
A spreading disease,incurable infection
No longer shall their reign of sin stand tall
In their flesh it will burn,
the mark of their stupity
The fools that claimed the earth,
I'll bring them down the true nature of "Hell"

Their last breath will be the cry of my name
their reign of shit will break down on their face
In the ashes of their scattered empire,
they'll fall,
crawl into hell

hiding,in their soul
escaping their own call
foolish,as they cant see
their world only exists in them
their beautiful dream of happiness
lands of the free,lands of the brave
such futile waste inside them
Illusions swallowed by greed

I,apocalypse
shall cleanse this wretched world
of the fallen kingdom of men
wearing my crown of their bones
As I glare upon my throne of their corpses
reeking stench of their foul souls
With the blood of their defiled whores
I shall paint my reich

like vile vultures circling for a dead prey,
this breed of liars,hypocrites turn against,use against
murderers of this world so poisened,so broken,
mating,creating,an disgusting flaw in nature

I will paint the river Styx,
round the neck the reapers hand,
their eyes the color of fear,
soul under the guilloutine,

my art is death
murder all aposed
such beauty in hate
burn the bitches


all of my loathing for this race so fucking blind
all their lust,greed,on their tomb I will dance
mankinds a whore and I am The Ripper
the night will give birth to a new imperium

I,apocalypse
shall cleanse this wretched world
of the fallen kingdom of men
wearing my crown of their bones
As I glare upon my throne of their corpses
reeking stench of their foul souls
With the blood of their defiled whores
I shall paint my reich

all of my loathing for this race so fucking blind
all their lust,greed,on their tomb I will dance
I'm your ending,
I apocalypse


The Last Winter

torture in purest form,this agony divine,
as I walk trough the snow,the cold air grips my breathe
so frozen,I see them,
all the dreams forsaken inside my heart
so broken,I feel it
the lament of suffering,the thorns of desolation
all has gone astray
from this world
all has fled away
to be born in pain

fate murdered,raped in dismay
the fall of the sunrise,feel the cold of the wind
our desire,the lost memories
decadent hatred,to the bringers of your doom
a growing sadness,selfinflicted wound
state of selfawareness,so bitter,
such wasted hope,
the agony of life
your warmth I will never feel,on my skin again
our love foreverlost,I will wait for you in the fade
no hand reaching me out,for your life has already withered
all alone I now stand in the light
still without you


Posted by nicrophorus at 8:32 AM PST

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