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Wednesday, 22 December 2004
A kiss to remember
Only Death holds me in his arms
The warm and tender care,
of uncounsciencly silence
Alone in the wake,
of a nightmare turned from sin
birth of the ending,the last fall
My body is crippled,my soul is torn
my mind is broken,my heart is forlorn
in the wake illusions haunting my day
I crave for deliverence,for the end of the begin
malicely forged dance of sorrow
a melody of suffering heard from my faint beating heart
gazing upon my lament of grieve
severed from the touch of humansource
my life,
grown deep,hidden in my shell
my god,
has forsaken me for another
my love
my heaven in hell
fate reared its hand
all..gone..
She saw the pain of her doing,
She felt the searing agony
going past and forwards
slitting down my skin
insanity's dominion
far frozen in solitude
how she could have saved
but how she chose him to...
No-one can help him
exept but her
Gone are the moments beside her
Gone is the hope,the light
Torn,cast aside
Burned memories
Brutally murdered
Slavery leading the way
Chained by the flame that once lit this heart
Tired,grown sick
Mind covered with darkness
Fueled with pain
Living to see tomorrow
Another day full of...
Misery entangles my features
roots upwards in my skin
Sorrow,sadness blooms
All bliss erased
Locked between enemies
Death and life
Hurt being redemption
Where is she,the saviour now?
Blank emotions rose
When she spoke,
The fatal blow
Overwelmed by the loss
What stains did he mark?
Wich failure did he submit,
Did he not stand there,trough all this time
Did he not show the conviction of evidence,
to break trough all the lies?
Mistakes and failures flowed by
Opportunities gone,forever done,the inaccuracy of so much effort
were all my efforts in vain?
did I give myself so much to just die?
does the term "love" come to her mind,
when she sees him,kisses,fucks him,her lover?or child?
An object overstated,used for the simplicity of needing
Another soul to wither in time,brought to total defeat..
My fake smiles and words of happiness,
roam trough this world of lies
no one knows the pain,
hiding it for all minds
Still days have counted,time went by
The hours in exile of her touch
While the mind collapses and the heart errodes
Still she may not know how I cry my way trough
She can never understand,how my world bleeds for her
No other
No one else
Only one
Only her
In a river of madness no words can change the flow,
for the havoc and chaos set loose,can never be undone
like ferocious hellspawn demons of the night,
loneliness takes over the shell once named the mind
Brought to total eclipse,
the darkness covers the soul
A wedding of both despair and growing solitude
Seperation of the whole,into two worlds,
The painting of Madness her final portrait has begon
Driven by craving,lust for her soothing breathe
Never shall she turn to his side to lift him up
In filth and wreckage of lies and deceit
he was still crawling towards her,to feel
one last touch,one final kiss
In the ruins of emotions,once named a soul
The snake moved swiftly towards his victim
A cry so hollow,fearless I wept
Knowing the coming of the final sunset
As I took one last look upon the bloodred words painted upon my walls,
a name of filth spelled trough blasphemy
erotic perfection,
stripped to the bone,
nothing left but a body
a cage without a soul
performed in utter silence
no movements but my tears
burned by the infernal rage within
yet cold is the wind that breathes death in me
given the disease of mankind how I loathe it
the perfect weakness,never atone
the end of any human shit
senses nailed to the cross,
guilt laughing in his face -
lust spitting his deathwish upon the flesh
piercing thorns of envy glittering blood
triumphly the ravens come for the carcass,
left for dead,sedated in display for all to see
blood ran fluently like wine and painted the wretched corpse
neither death nor life shined upon his mayhem
entwined with the burden of craving for one touch
the cursed loner set sail for an end
stigmatic rush to peel of the layers one by one
to slowly burn the bitches,
to quickly eradicate all responsible inflictions
remember when you're alone,killers are quiet
without a voice to scream no one will hear
dreams lied dead for ages to pass,
the insects fell easily by the knife
still awaiting that final sunset,
in disharmony I am master of all your sins
the final touch,
one last smile,
what could have been my God,if you didnt left me?
torment in its most divine form,
unspoken for men never to be heard..
I'll leave you now here,push the edge into my neck
suicidal deformation of a final absolution
don't worry,
no tears shall you ever shed again
the final touch,one last kiss,on your dead cold lips
(btw voor mense di ut interessere,ut einde eeft geen klote me de realiteit te make dus krijg geen verkeerde gedachen aub)
Posted by nicrophorus
at 1:24 PM PST
Updated: Wednesday, 22 December 2004 5:16 PM PST
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