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Tuesday, 11 January 2005
the words trapped him once more again
unto a world of despair he fled
inside he wept away
no longer did it stand
his stronghold of pain collapsed
troughout the breach,welcome...
the other entered...
wishpering..
softly..
first gently..
then violent..
chaos..
set loose..
As they laugh,as they beat,as their eyes are aimed at me
My defeat,my final fall,no happy end
They ache to see....
(Soon the sun shall disappear under a heavendarksky)
...beat them...
...Hit them...
...kill them...
...laugh at their blood...
...spit in their staring eyes...
...slaughter...
"should we do it?"
"NOW?"
"no..now!"
"STOP"
"don't..."
"yes,NOW"
"NO"
"..like flies..."
"THEYLL FALL!!!"
no sound filled his mind..
filthy murder,lust for their death flowing in the air
the mirror no longer told the truth...
"can I..."
"could I?..."
"I shouldn't.."
"I SHOULD"
broken pieces covered his skin,violently entering his poisened body and his mind sickened of obsession
his hands made movements in a way the darkness feared,
his stench of insanity made even the most vile creatures bow
in the light he was nothing more than a shell
from the inside...no decisions fell...
questions bleeding its way trough the knife;
last glance upwards,do angels smile when a soul cries?
in the relfection he wondered would his God...
"would my God hear me out?see me here crying...
dying hating feeling despair craving hungering in pain torment agony..?"
Only a cold answer was served in the beautiful silence in wich the rest of his fate laid
Somewhere..
Voices spoke of something hidden carefully...
of a brutal sin or a action of bliss..?
No one told him...
"Maybe it was the way..""Or maybe the new design shall reign above" "Maybe it would falter and I shall perish" "yes...to drown you in the harm of my shadow.." "NO,I will not allow you to break my structure!" "..open your eyes weakling..failure is what you are..I..am all you'll never be,I'll drive them down like you never could,I'll pillage their skulls and stack all on display for every new victim"
"NO" "YES..realise,see!!all your work is failure,failure,failure..time is up..your God left you..." "...my God is all I want..."
shadows caressed him and sweetly kissed his lips,
he exhaled the illusion..or inhaled it again?
a bitter stare,yet he mourned forevermore...
a final smile shined upon his face,
yet tears touched him like the autumnwind
solitude in loved arms,
years...ages...
no words were made for this...
Posted by nicrophorus
at 12:39 PM PST
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